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Name: Allison
Country: Russia
Metro: Novokuzneck
Birthday: 7/3/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: Traveling cause everyone should see the world, singing cause it clenses the soul, acting cause you can be anything you want to be, and photography....just cause
Expertise: well i did just win the lap dance contest at my school, so we all know what i'm going to be doing when i get older
Occupation: Student
Industry: Media
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AIM:  Bubbalaboo
MSN: ATursack
Member Since:
4/7/2004
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| For everything thats been going wrong, i had the most amazing experience today. I went down to one of the Youth Homes and did a big brothers big sisters program. It was so amazing. I played for hours with this little boys. There was this one who i just wanted to take home for my home. He was such a great little boy, hyper, but so cute. We played this game called 'kick up.' what you do is one boy kicks a ball up against a wall, if he catches it than he can throw it at another person to tag them out. if someone else catches it, then they are the kickers. it was so much fun....all i have a smiles for those memories. It was just the best thing i could have done today, and this weekend. its been a hard weekend. Everyone's going to my house for a lunch tomorrow, but i asked to work. I just cannot go home. i don't want to spend the money on gas, i don't want to upset myself even more, i just cannot see my father. i cannot handle his lies. it hurts too much. he lies to me, my sister, jess, george....but now he's crossed the line and lied to my grandmother too. Everyone will come to my home and see the horror that is my house. Its too much. Especially for tomorrow. | | |
| greetings friends. so right now, everythings mostly good. home still shit, but what can you do with a father who is a shithead. ha, yeah..but school is good, I'm doing well with classes and I'm also keeping busy, which is more than i could say at the beginning of the semester. i have a lot of test and papers collecting, so hopefully i'll do well on them. I'm going out this weekend for halloween and i could not be anymore excited. I'm going as a sexy housewife. I'm thinking about posting a picture on facebook depending on how bad it is....but the costume....very naughty. HA. sooooo, anyways i also cannot wait for next weekend because that is when the philly boytoy is coming up. I am so crazy about him i don't even know how to describe it. so i don't know...just complete bliss  . so i guess thats all for now. maybe i'll think of something else later. peace | | |
| Well current readers, It was a fan-tab-ulous weekend. Full of football games, parties, drinking 151 (not cool! i was lying on the ground for a full 15 minutes until my stomach could handle me standing), movies, and i got plenty of exercise! This is going to be a freaking full week of work...And i have to make sure i get off work next week for fall break. I always fucking wait till the last minute. God damnit i hope i can get off!! pray for me! | | |
| All i have on my mind right now is sex. It really is quite sad, but its been four weeks....so lay off! Only two more days in counting.... | | |
| it's funny how a lot can change in a week...or actually just one day. I was doing so well. Things were great as you read from last entry. Well the lovely boy toy did not come up this weekend, as i kinda expected all along, but still got my hopes up. We've kinda been fighting all day, or rather its just me yelling at him and him just taking it because really i've done nothing wrong. But i think we're good now. I told him how he cannot just keep saying things without actually backing them up. Actions speak louder than words bull shit. I think he gets it now. So yeah, that has really upset me and pissing me off so alright i'm in an awful mood and then i start talking to emily. THE FUCKING BITCH IS BACK. yes thats right, my father continues to lie and that awful woman has spent the past two nights in my house. people really shouldn't wonder why i hate men so much. So that was another thing and then....i turn on tv and stepmom is on. And of course...it just felt right at the time so i sat down and watched it. Balled my eyes out. i really miss my mom. things would not be where they are now if she was still here. oh yeah and emily told me another one of her friends parents died?!?! what the fuck is with all the death??? its really starting to get old. oh yeah and my roommate is a bitch. she doesn't even try to understand. just says whatever she thinks no matter how it might hurt someone. but whatever i have a good way of putting up with peoples shit. yeah i'm really dumb.... | | |
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